Are annoying!

even when they are relatively good ones, they are annoying. I can't help but think that my life will never just stay stable, you know? I'm afraid of everything falling away again and I don't know if I could take that shit again...

I've started hanging with a girl from group, Kat, and her husband Billy. They are cool and easy to click with. Kat has a friend Katie who just moved in with them and she is cool too. The 4 of us are forming a Dungeons and Dragons group and Kat is gonna be Dungeon Master. All of this is well and good and it promises to be a lot of fun, but I can't help but feel nervous about wether or not its gonna last...

My sister has been having a bunch of problems that are not her fault, but the way everyone is pressuring her its making her feel like its all her fault. I hate seeing her so upset especially when she does stupid things. I'm trying to give her time to figure out what she wants to do and I think she is grateful that I am not being as pushy with my opinion as everyone else, but its hard not to advise her. I'm worried what will happen if she makes a bad choice.